Wednesday, January 23, 2008

The City dedicated to Love!!!



A warning or fore warning or watever to all you guys who read tis post...Its gonna be really long...

It was all planned too fast...I wud rather say I dint expect it a bit...Thot it was jus mom's usual banters about how dad never takes us out n blah blah..

Dad had a meetin at Hyderabad and since we(me n mom) had never been to hyderabad before,we decided we give it a go...

And lo,it happened...Frankly speakin,I wasn too excited abt it but then yes I had to drag myself and get all the things packed up...My lack of enthusiasm was very evident from the fact that I had actually started packin at 12:20 A.M and my flyt was at 6:20 A.M on the very day...It was further emphasised when I got up at 5:0o A.M and lost myself in messagin one of ma frens in ma jus-now-out-of-bed look despite ma mom's requests which slowly transformed into shouts,screams and yells...I painted a vivid picture of ma mom givin me a "all-because-of-you" look incase I delayed further and we ended up missing the flight...I budged myself up and got ready..I was jus givin those last moment touches and ma mom n dad were already downstairs,their voices(shd i say yells?) reaching uptil the first floor we were staying...To avoid gettin embarrassed infront of the driver and watchman,I hurried outta the house...I wud have been perfect fot the ads sportin this young,independant and smart business woman hurryin for work if nt for the casual attire...Anywaz got into d car safely and mom promptly launched into a lecture on "how to get ready on tym" which carried a hidden warnin of "u-btr-nt-speak-back"..The young and restless me did brush away the warning and well the result was me and mom were lookin at our respective windows dutifully(In simple words,we wer lookin away each other givin the impression "I dn wanna talk to ya")..and ma dad was in d front seat givin d same impression as d hindi-speakin driver...["I have no idea watsoever happened in this car"]...

Well me and mom continued sulkin til v reached d airport...Once der v were told "Please hurry up sir,Ur flyt is boarding"...which accordin to me jus summed upto a single word with exclamations..."RUN!!!!"...so yeah v promplty kept runnin til v reachd the "wrong" security check in...Wats d big deal abt Indian Airlines now to have a separate security check???...In the mood I was,I called it outright mean...Anywaz v ran once again to the so called "others" security check...(Mine was Go-air now)...I was in for a suprise here..For the first tym in ma flying experiences I saw the ladies queue to be longer than that of mens..Wonderful tyming for tis suprise indeed...N when was der peace when ladies(known or unknown) were together??V did have this usual skippin d queue problems and I got quite pissed off when a mid-fifties lady took advantage of a really old woman passenger claimin she was with her,leaving me and ma mom who were this only "v-r-in-a-hurry" souls seem like the most heartless ppl in this whole damn world for askin the lady to stand in the queue...I realised later on only that there's no possibility of any relation between that damn lady n the old woman when one of them was a go-air passenger and the other jet-airways...*cha!!!*...Embarrassment find its way into ma lyf somehow!!!So v successfully got thru the security check at arnd 6:10 A.M. and I jus rushed outta towards the gate wen I saw ma dad was ekdam aaram se standin der..I was like "whaaaatt?"...Ma dad simply turned towards ma mom and enquired in a very relaxed manner "U wanna go to the loo?"..I was like "Man,have u gone nuts??We have a flyt wich is gonna take off in another ten minutes and here u r enquirin abt goin to the loo like as if the flyt has nt got a loo"...Well i actually dint say tat..I put it up in a better manner...But I realised I figured out how ma dad n ma cuz bro had once missed the flyt from delhi to chennai...Am so damn sure this "loo" conversation would have been on tat tym n ma poor cuz bro wud have jus stood der tryin hard to convince ma dad that he really dint wanna go...*Grrrr*..Somehow wen i put tis view across to dad,he gave one of his rare laughs n yes v all laughed too...of corse V had got in the bus by that tym...

Now abt the bus..I jus hate the damn bus tat carries d passengers from airport to the plane...I hate em...They r either so stuffy or jus so damn cold tat u myt havta breathe ur last der...All ma flyt experiences have alwayz began with this "Please God this shdn be the bus-plane one(I'm quite ignorant abt the technical term for tat thingy wich connects d plane n d port)"...Well this tym was one of those "ma-prayer-nt-happened" tyms n i was already grumblin abt it..My grumbling further increased wen the bus took a longer tym to reach d area where our plane was...I started hearin ppl commentin "arey this takes longer tym than the whole journey itself"..which though seemed quite exaggerated was kinda true...the bus journey took us some fifteen min whereas the trip to Hyderabad was jus fifty minutes...So exaggeration accepted!!!

Got in and knowin ma dad very well,I knew we would end up gettin the nearest to the exit seats..V got 2A,2B,2C and i sat with a sign of relief near d window..Though I'm nt tis person who keeps their face stuck to the window thruout the journey,I prefer window seats coz I jus keep twistin in d seats and bug ma mom with the most mokkai-est(read Pj or borin) jokes ever..So i prefer the anonymity of the window seats..I got myself ready for d journey by pluggin the head phones into ma ears and pickin up the mumbai mirror stuffed badly by d "graceful" soul who had occupied those seats earlier..I lost myself in music,movies,local stories and gosspis for a while..The flyt journey was pretty good n since it was jus fifty minutes jounrney when compared to the one-and-an-half hr journey to chennai,I guess I found it better...Go air has this no in-flyt free serving policy bt v were allowed to buy food items from them..V ended up gettin cold breakfast containin sandwiches,somethin sweet break like thingy and some weird things...It was ultra cold tat it jus seemed lyk they had purposely chilled it up for us...anywaz i jus satisfied ma appetite with honey n oatmeal cookie(Yum!!!) and tat sweet break like thing..It was followed by a photo session where I was tryin out ma O2 mobi ka camera for d first tym..

Well a bit abt O2 now..One word tat sums up d camera is "IT SUCKS!!"..okay two words now..It portrays ur photography skills in a very poor lyt by showin up very dim pics...However it does come out well in the comp..appreciated!!!And then if it feels like it wants brytness arnd it can be so stubborn to nt turn its flashlyts off even after d pic is taken,leavin d poor ppl flashin their smile tinkin d camera is still gettin d pic while others arnd you give you a "y-do-u-have-a-camera-wen-u-dn-kno-how-to-use-one" kinda look...Anywaz wat I decided and ma mom decided by the end of tis trip was v wil take a better camera wid us next tym...Goody good!!!



So yes v de-planed at Hyderabad and the chauffeur took us to the hotel v were sposed to stay which turned out to be JW Marriott..*glee*...Well the hotel sported an antique look outside which I dint appreciate much..Of corse it was a great place from inside...We were welcomed by a cute cream color labrador and some not-so-cute four to five security men..Talk abt safety and security at Hyderabad!!!It was damn interestin to c ppl goin abt ur car with metal detectors...gives some sense of importance nw..So yeah after this rigourous checking including us n our bags,v were let in very politely..I must say one shd learn a thing or two abt politeness from d Marriot guys of Hyderabad...I dunno abt other Mariotts nw...By the hyderbadis jus moved me tremendously wid der politeness and mannerisms...I would give dem a full in scale of 10..Wel v were ushered into our rooms in the seventh floor...the room wasn really very spacious or so bt it was wel set up and d ambience-wonderful!!!It had everythin u wud possibly need...ryt from shampoos til high-speed internet connectivity...Things worth mentionin-The hair dryer,Fridge loaded with all goodies,The Iron machine wid table,The safety locker and of corse The Internet connectivity..So yeah v settled in and dad got ready for the meetin he was sposed to attend...Tat was the entire purpose of the visit nw..V jus freshened up a bit and went down wid dad for breakfast..Marriott has one of d best buffets I've ever been to..I cud jus count out the things tat were missin coz the things tat were available was jus too many...Ryt from bacon to grilled mushroom to idlis to parathas over to bread and cornflakes with a splendid variety of juices some of which came under my "never-heard-of-tis-before" category...The food was the best of best..V managed to gobble up sth and then marched towards d room...Dad left for the meetin shortly and mom dozed off to a happy slumber in those foamy,ultra soft and cozy giant-sized beds...I surfed thru the channels til the signs of tiredness n tat of gettin up at 5 showed up...I dozed off n got up wid mom tellin me to get dressed yet again..I was jus so sleepy n lazy tat I dint feel like gettin up...Finally dragged myself outta d bed and got dressed for the wonderful day ahead...The same chauffeur picked us up again and took us to d place where dad's meetin was held..V met few acquaintances of dad's where I promptly kept sayin "hello" and flashin ma big smile and my mom did tat "namaste" thing..The guys there managed to convince ma dad abt stayin til monday mornin(v were sposed to stay only til sunday evenin)...Dad somehow got convinced(which never ever happens wen I do d talkin) and so yes though mom was so damn worried abt ma "baby" bro of 22 years v had had left behind,V decided to stay..Then we went for lunch to "Hyderabad House"(The biriyani sucked invariably...Chicken was good) and proceeded towards our first sight-seein spot..."Shilparaman-An art village"..




I had actually thot it to be some kinda art exhibition where paintings of expensive rates are put up n u jus keep starin at dem wonderin what the artist was tryin to explain or rather trying to figure out wat the artist had put up in that marvellous work...Me,who was someone who tried to bunk drawin classes during skul days was absolutely against visitin this place...But it turned out that I was wrong..Shilparaman was jus an exhibition where there were stalls about the tribal ppl of hyderabad,history of hyderabad and most important of all...clothes,bags and various other accessories..I jus ran like how ppl run for seats in IMAX dome theatre or to make it pretty simple I jus ran like crazy...Finally after much bargainin done by mom and showin arnd stuffs done by dad,I ended up gettin a pretty white n black rajasthani handicrafted knee length skirt,a green n black wrap on skirt,Two chudidhar materials and got ma name done on Bead work...At pretty good price!!Now tats the whole point of shoppin at an exhibition..isnt it???Anyways satisfied abt d whole shoppin experience and finally gettin the enthusiasm that I had lacked so far,we proceeded towards Golconda Fort-The last sight seein spot for the day...I'm nt someone who's very much interested in History and so I wasn much excited abt the whole fort seein thingy...Reached,got an ice-cream(yew!!!) and I started takin pics of the fort in different angles...V were to do time-pass till the sound and light show began...Now for all you ppl who had never been to Hyderabad and for all you ppl who's nt tis history lover kind,please keep ur ears sharp or shd i say keep ur eyes wide open...NEVER EVER GO FOR THIS SHOW...its d most boring-est thing I've ever seen...It was an hr show I spose n I slept off even amidst the mosquitoe bites and chillin weather in the last half an hr...Basically the show is set up in such a spot where u get a good view of almost the entire fort...Colorful Lights have been installed at places and wen the show begins and whenever they explain abt some part of the fort the light lits up at the concerned part...A certain person keeps blabberin abt the so called history of the fort...Initially I was quite fascinated by the magnificiently lit up fort and the story,but thereon it wasn interestin enof to keep me entertained...I slowly started grumblin and I realised it was of no use coz ma dad was extremely interested and mom seemed to..So i decided the only refuge I had was to sleep off...I did like to mention a very interestin and perhaps the only interestin fact in that damn show..There was this certain prince named Ibrahim or [Quli or Kohli](Aint sure) who was in love with a extremely beautiful girl named Bhagmathi who was a dancer-cum-singer(Now I wonder how cum all the queens n princesses or rather the heroine of the story are always such beautiful lookin damsels)...Anyways back to d story...So yeah they were very much in love and I must say the romance(if tat blabber guy was true) was jus too sweet...Anyways as d story goes the father of d prince found out abt der love and warned the prince to forget his love and put some restrictions(so typical)..But the prince,unable to forget his love,decided to risk his life and go meet her...So on a very stormy nyt,the prince took his horse and galloped in d rains to see his beloved..Of corse Bhagmathi,like any other girl was thoroughly impressed...the prince's father(nice man!!!) heard abt the prince's nyt-out and removed all d restrictions and let the prince marry his love(Wish d tamil cinemas had such an ending now)..Anyways tis is wat d blabberer claims-I heard a different version at the laser show at Lumbini park though which goes like this-The prince swam some lake it seems..and yes d girl was impressed and the prince's dad decided to help d prince by building some bridge which is still functionin in hyderabad it seems...Somehow I like this laser show version better...Well ultimately wt I wanted to say was-After d prince got married he constructed a new city n named it bhagampur(I spose,again) and later on it was renamed as Hyderabad(No prizes for guessin now!!!)..Guess u wud have made out the meanin behind ma post title now!!!



           


So anywaz..I was fumin by the end of tis sound n lyt show and I now increased d sound of ma grumblin and pestered ma dad to compensate for this borin tym by takin me for some movie...I'm alwaz a game for any movie,u see...So v went for Prasad's IMAX arnd 8:15,which is quite near Marriott to check out the movies...Suprise yet again...Der was only Billa runnin wich was released ages ago and then the last show for all telugu movies was at 8:15 P.M...V had very limited choices and d next show was at 11 PM(only English and Hindi Movies) which was completely ruled out...So v came back to d hotel,had dinner and went for the room...Ma mom was very tired after d hectic day which invloved too mucha walkin..I decided to watch some movie on TV atleast n Star movies offered me "Speed-2" and I decided to watch it since I've never seen it before..It turned out to be a good movie bt the endin was too dramatic or i did say indian-ish...The hero keeps on chasin d so-called villian for his gal..aioo!!!So i dozed off n ma world of reality transformed into world of dreams almost immediately..

The next thing I remember was my mom wakin me up(yet again) at arnd 8:30 A M on sunday mornin...V had plans to visit d film city,go for boatin,laser show at Lumbini park and see birla mandir on tat day...I got ready slowly and by 10 30 v were done with breakfast and were all set for the hectic day ahead...Film city turned out to be a long ride from d place v stayed and I happily caught up on d sleep my mom had forcefully taken away...Tats a great advantage I;ve or disadvantage as ma mom sees it...I can sleep off very contently when I travel by car...But I hate cars especially the air-conditioned ones...I dunno how bt I developed a dislike for the air-conditionin in the cars...somehow I feel choked and irritated...So yes v reached Ramoji's Film City and lo..It was jus huge!!!



Got the tickets...Got a cap..nice one..Got into the bus..Window side again..N tis tym to gaze out and feel d breeze(hot)..clicked pics here n der...Finally d bus stopped at some place n we all got down...Ppl started rushin towards d attractions...For d very first one we went for,we waited in the queue for some fifteen minutes...I dn even remember d name of tat damn show to warn u guys...anywaz if u guys have kids or a lover then I guess u wudn mind goin 4 it...wid kids u gt some happiness outta d kids enjoyment and wid ur lover,she'll be so bored tat she'll havta look at u n speak to you..Its basically some joy train kinda tingy where they try describin different places using stuffs created outta plaster of paris...I dn wanna talk abt tis anymore..I’ve had enof...



Then we went for somethin called action show..I was already frustrated abt the earlier show and so I warned my dad of dire consequences incase it turned out awful...Moreover I had to stand in blazing heat for some 20 min..So I guess u can feel d amount of irritation I felt..Anywaz dad turned out to be lucky...the show was pretty good n hilarious...It basically explains briefly how a movie clip is taken and how its a team work and nt jus the work of d so called actors n actresses...It was interactive and a 13 yr old girl pretended to be a raj-kumari being chased by men in horses...It was quite a hilarious thing to c...and I dn tink it can be explained in words...A must watch show though...She somehow looked like ma dearest cuz,Shwe n tat made me laugh even louder...We went for lunch after tis show and I must say I finally tasted some good biriyani!!!V gobbled it up wid a coke and ice-cream,in the case of mom and proceeded aimlessly..V finally saw tis tora-tora ride and I was quite excited...The last tym I had been to amusement parks on such rides was back in March,2007 I spose..It was with ma class-mates and it was so damn fun quipped wid singing the latest tamil movie songs in d bus,goin on all thrillin rides,envyin d guys who got to use d pool and walkin walkin n more walkin..It was so much fun...I still remember how much preps v had done for it by gettin d lyrics of d songs n memorizin it meticulously,puttin off frens who blabbered d wrong lyrics and man..wat fun!!!It was a pride knowin d lyrics of d songs by heart....N I'm so sure v would have exceled much more in studies if v had had d same excitement n dedication...Me n ma frens did tink of goin for amusement park after tat but it never seemed to work out..Anywayz back to film city,v went for tora tora,some flight watever,break dance and thriller...Then v went for tis bus trip across d film city...I did say the bus trip served d purpose of the entire trip to film city...At this place called Eureka(tats where d rides r),U get tis bus trip where a guide shows u in and arnd film city in the bus..It was so much fun and the guide was really good at explainin things...He cracked appropriate jokes,gave us d appropriate information and kept us engrossed thruout...Ramoji's Film city was an out of the world experience..I guess d entire place covered a whoppin 2000 acres and it was really amazin to c the different settings in film city...It was quite hilarious yet stunnin!!!Don ever miss it...Well v were to get down at d sposed ellora caves settings der..I was quite worn out by now and as if tat wasn enof we were all made to wait for bus some half an hr in d blazin heat...I cud only tink of a sadistic reason behind it..U enjoyed,U suffer now...*ouch*...Finally d bus came n trust me,ppl ran like its now or never...We left d first one and decided to catch d second one..The second one had quite some crowd for it and v had a minor scuffle wid a fellow passenger who tried to act smart..I gave him ma piece of mind n tat spoiled ma mood for a while..After gettin down,I was back to ma tired normal self..I wanted to so badly go in ranger(which had jus started operatin...sheesh)but dad pleaded wid me to nt go afraid tat I wud faint off...So I gave into their whims;) and v caught the bus back to entrance...Got into d car and I promptly dozed off...


Our next stop(Whattttt???)...yeah v r such energetic ppl indeed...our next stop was at Lumbini Park for the Laser show...Yes,the very one where d blast took place killin quite a many ppl especially poor students who had been for a trip..Well v got d tkts for d 8:30 show and in d mean tym v thot v cud go for boatin...I cud like to give a tip here...If u r someone scared of travellin in a ship or boat n someone who loves watchin cultural shows,then u must go for the big ship one...If u r someone who wants to feel d feel of goin on a boat ride then u shd opt for the motor boat...it goes...zzzzoooooooommmmmmm....or shhhwwwwooooossssshhhhhhh i wud say...V unfortunately opted for d former one though I was the latter kind...








I had to sit thru ppl dancin n yeah the dancers did a pretty gud job bt i must say...Mom was ultimately bugged and dad maintained a safe distance from her..Well finally v got down n v had a pretty 45 min left for d show..So v jus lazed arnd d park discussin abt how well Hyderabad Govt. had developed tourism..Sincerely speakin,every state shd take a lesson or two abt developin toursin from hyderabad...Those guys have done a wonderful job..No place has been left untouched..Ders this really big lake named Hussain Sagar Lake(Finally I got a name right)and these ppl developed all possible attractions arnd tis single lake…Now tats indeed praiseworthy I wud say..And another fascinating or I wud say incredible thing abt Hyderabad is tat everyone,ryt from a small kid to a grown up adult speak in Hindi..Despite Hyderabad being the capital of AP,one jus cant hear telugu bein spoken anywhere…seriously!!!I remember tese two particular incidents very well..When we were goin to Golconda Fort,the road was blocked..So we were tryina enquire if der was any other way…A kid,barely 8 yrs old,came along and told us, “Ji,eh road tho blocked hai..(pointing at another road)Aap voh doosra road se jaana”[Sir,this road is blocked..Go thru the next road]…I was like “Whaaat???”…Hmmm n yet another incident was when I got this roasted corn from a road side vendor near Lumbini Park…The lady pointed out the groundnuts next to her and asked “Eh bhi chaiyiyae??”[U want tis too?]…I wasn listenin to her,so I asked “huh??”..The lady was like “Eh kavala??”(meanin U want this in telugu)..I was like “Man,these ppl speak as if hindi is their first language and then telugu”…I had jus reacted towards this shockin experience but my mom took it as “maana praechanai”[defamation] and decided tat she would learn hindi ASAP..Well back to the story,arnd 8,ppl started movin towards the stadium where the laser show was bein held…We went along with others and got fryums n samosa…The stadium was really huge and I guess,at a tym,it holds arnd 2000+ ppl..It wud have been such a horror for ppl wen d bomb blast took place…Mom kept recollectin d story and v were experiencing d feelin of bein at d place where “it” happened..Finally arnd 8:30,wen almost d entire stadium was full(!!!!),d show began…I must say it was d best ting abt d entire trip…



Using d fountain as d screen,the laser was performin its work and it was jus enthrallin..simply fantastic…Its sth tat jus cant be described..One has to be der n feel it…I jus sat literally gaping at d screen for some tym…Initially they show two lovers romancing using the lasers n then d fountain wid colorful lyts at d bottom dances beautifully to some of the hit songs..then they tel d history of Hyderabad using d projector followed by a song featuring the stars in Tollywood…It was amazing and worth the money…We left five min b4 d show so tat v dn get caught up in d crowd..


Climbed in the car n reached Hotel Manohar where we were sposed to spend d “nt-sposed-to-spend” nyt(Remember v were convinced to stay here till Monday morn)..V chose to dine in d room only and ordered…I started watchin some episode of roadies 5 on MTV..It seemed pretty interesting n so it kept me entertained…V were quite tired and since v had to get up early d next day(since our flyt was scheduled at 6 AM or so),v retired to bed arnd 11…Slept contently and next morn,v bid good bye to Hyderabad…I was quite dazed throughout the entire return journey..v came home arnd 8 and I slumped on the bed muttering “I wont go to office today”…


The next thing I remember was me sittin in the office wonderin how on the earth “I” turned up to office..I gave a pat on ma shoulders…Cmon yaar I deserved it…I wud love to include this in ma list of “sacrifices undergone in becoming a CA”…Well der ends ma story,insight,experience,outlook whatever u call it…I had quite some fun and its been quite sum tym since I spent an entire day wid dad n mom..So yeah I ultimately enjoyed it and goin by the traditional endings “I’m lookin forward to more of such trips wid family”

P.S.

1.Yes,the photos were indeed from ma O2 except the food one,the map,the laser show,the motorboat and the Bhagmathi cruise ship

2.Bear wid me this tym…I’ll try makin posts shorter next tym..And for all u guys who loved ma loooooooonggg post…thanks guys but I cant guarantee such long posts everytym…Me doin CA,u c!!!;)

3.The below pic as I claim is the best pic ma O2 has ever taken!!!




By the way its the amazin pool side at Marriott!!!Go for it,guys!!!

Monday, January 14, 2008

Yours lovingly,Thoughts

14th January,4:05 PM

Me-Work's done-Sir's nt arnd...Its been quite a while since i wrote a post..Wat do I writ abt??.....(thinkin)..Got it..Here I go...

Dad-"Hello..kaise ho???I wanted to talk abt tis meeting on saturday at Hyderabad.....

Mom-Market was down today and yet I made a profit...(smiles broadly)...Why is this stupid boy(referrin bro) at home today???uyira vaangaraan!!!

Bro-Sleepin....No dreams absolutely...

Sid-Sleeping....(Dreaming!!!)Its been a long tym since I slept so much..Apppaaaa...tryin to break d record of the person who slept for the longest tym

Kev-I'm so bored...What do I do??Help mom,Play comp???I'm so bored..Nothing to do!!!

KK-I got the TV...appaaa!!!Where's d cashew Dabba??Aioo..I got a call now..TV pocha!!!

RG-Hello...loosu enna di panra???

Vivi-(Sleepin)...Inniku enna pannalam???Romba bore adikudhae...Padmini kitta paesanum..Cricket vilaiyadanum!!!

Puppy-NCC NCC...My lyf's goin waste...Coll pathi paesadheenga..Evry dog has its day!!!

Ashy-No Dont ask abt tat *&%#$....Finally.. xams over...U der??

Pal-Naan CS pananuma??Neenga enna ninaikireenga??

Puggy-Vacations atlast...Lyf nalla irrukae...The home looks new to me..Half d tym spent off in college only

Fire-Bore adikudhae...TV romba bore...Cboco enga???Choco Choco!!!

Gayu-Leave la enjoyment thaan...Leave romba mokkai pa...Waitin for bheema!!Wooowww!!!

Chidu-Hey u tel me da where to come...I'll come da..Hey u c da macha...

Vika-Hmmm...Sleepin..(Dreamin)...

Hmmm...jus tried to imagine wat ma dearest ones wud have been tinkin at tis moment..!!!
Love ya guys!!






Friday, January 11, 2008

Taare Zameen Par-Movie Review


If u r someone who's plannin to read the review of taare zameen par n then watch the movie,then u must be a confirmed idiot...



Jus go watch it...



One movie which jus cant be reviewed!!!



A critic's challenge....


Embaraaaasssiiing!!!



No no....its nt like I dunno the spelling of "Embarrassing"...I'm jus stressin on it to stress the impact tat it has on me...



In 2 min ma stop's gonna come..I travel by bus and my stop comes after ma office...Bus kinda stops in d signal and yeah u get tat small bit of happiness wen u c d bus has stopped ryt infront of ur office...Saves walkin from d stop to d office(U lazy bum!!!)..I felt d same way too n rushed to get down..And yeah as it alwaz happens d bus started...bt me determined enof to get down,ran n got down..D bus has strd movin...No probs ppl!!I dint fall down or hurt myself..all i did was I landed n did some kinda jig on d road infront of ppl...U must have figured out from d way i describe d situation how i wud have felt..wel of corse i was embarrassed..I had to keep tellin myself till i reached ma office "No no..all d ppl weren watchin u or goin to talk abt u for d rest of their day or go tell abt u to their fren..."..cut ma thots...



I wait at d bus stop..ders another guy waitin for d same bus as mine..The bus comes bt it dint stop at d stop...I havta reach office soon now..I do sth tat I wud never do..I ran behind d bus and happily climbed into it when it stopped at the signal,givin a "Oh-cmon-be-fast-n-smart" look to tat guy..Two min later I get a "I-know-so" kinda look n snigger from tat guy...sheesh...U wonder how cum i still get to c d guy who I saw at d bus stop eh??



I happily climbed n sat down..



..tak tak...



"siddhartha college,D N road,fort"...



"nahi jayega"...



...tak tak...



Now u guys kno how..



N u wud kno how i feel...Embarrassed yet again!!!I jus managed to get into d bus after few minutes n yes I kept lookin away from d guy...



Tis is me..I get embarrassed like hell..ryt from trippin on d road to nt understandin wt a person talks,from d way i eat sev puri till d way parents dress up for d party...more than the concerned person themselves I get embarrassed a lot...



Tis is lyk d very silly nature of me..Guess mosta ppl feel dat way bt not so much like me..N am tryin hard to get outta it coz it jus makes me a painfully shy person...sad!!!



More than incidents which cause embarrassment,I guess I try figuring out incidents to get embarrassed...



Ma mobi rings now..Oh shit...d ring-tone sounds horrible..Ppl r givin me an amused look..Am gonna kill ma bro...N oh no I'm embarrassed..yet again!!!!

Thursday, January 10, 2008

Roles reversed

She's all dressed n all ready...In ten min she would be at the school...Tis is gonna be d first day at the new school...She was jus so scared n worried...She knew how it was...Wt if "she" was not treated properly???Wt if others jus ignored "her"??...She jus cudn tink of tat...It wud break her heart badly...She knew she was being so pessimistic but her own bad experiences made her feel tat way...She jus prayed to God...Tats all she cud possibly do now...

On her way...no matter watever assurances she got,she jus cudn accept...she jus smiled n nodded....

Finally...reached school...Her palpitations increased...

She reached the gates...She handed over the bag and water-bottle...

"Bye bye mommy!!!I'll be fyn...Dn worry..Luv you!!!"

Roles reversed...

P.S.Dedicated to mom...who's a kid alwayz!!!!

Right or wrong???

"Oh shit!!!Not again"..."He's gonna screw me"..."I'm so damn sure he's gonna give the blast that I think he thinks I deserve"..."Why do I always end up messing what I do"...."If I did a mistake,it would definitely turn out to be an impo report"..."The partners r gonna screw me,the company to whom the report belongs to is gonna screw me..."oh no"...

The report lies on the table as if wondering why the person infront it is starin at it so much...The report cn see that the person is showing mixed emotions...fear,anxiety,agitation....combined wid pessimistic thots..Hmmm...the report wonders..Wt could be possbily wrong...she was jus stamping me with the seal of her company's...n all of a sudden as if she got an electric shock,she jumped and threw the stamp down..Wat cud be wrong???

I'm petrified...Wt an idiot I'm to stamp tat page..I'm glad...Atleast I dint stamp the same page in the other copy also...But still tis is so bad...my lyf's ruined...Nooooooo!!!!!

Phone rings...

"Sir,the report".....Please God he shd chk d report later..please please....

"Take your seat".....Oh nooooo...there it comes

He scans thru d report..."Knew you..When have you ever done some work properly?"

Tears welled up....I look down

"...Why dint you jus stamp this page too???"

I waited for the sarcasm to sink in...I myt burst out any tym...

"Dint u hear me???Why dint you jus stamp this page too??"

I looked at him...Uh,Could tis mean sth else??Rather sth opposite...

Wat did i do??Was it right or wrong??......

Wednesday, January 9, 2008

Thanksgiving!!!


As u all cn see,this is ma first eva post and I have decided that I would dedicate the first post of mine to few noteworthy ppl!!So yeah guess ma beloved prema athai would get the credit first!!It was back in 2003..Athai is a very much tech-savvy and enthu person and if u be at her place n hang out wid her,u r sure to learn sth or the other..U must be wonderin why i wanna thank her now...Well she was the person who taught me how to access net and mails n stuffs..pretty much the basics..it myt seem so simple n silly bt back then it was jus too mucha complicated stuff for someone like me(wts the opp of tech-savvy nw?) ..If it was nt for her,I would still be writin this blog(no worries!!!) and I myt have learned on ma own,but wtd d big deal is tat ma start towards d virtual word was flagged by ma athai..


Well secondly it wud Dad...now tats quite easy to guess i spose...He got me the PC yaar...cmon!!!So yes if nt for dad i wudn be so virtual as I'm now n guess it wud be unfair if i dn thank mom..if not for her convincing and assurance,Dad would have never ever made the move..Shd thank the markets for this kinda attitude from mom!!!


And then it cud b ma bro i spose..Though I dn tink he wud wish to be thanked for wt am gonna say..I'm wt i am in tis virtual stuff..n its all bcoz of ma bro..If not for him(Now..I do use this phrase a lot bt no,i dn use it so damn often usually bt well i guess d post demands it)...so yeah If not for him,or rather if nt for his absence,I would have never had a chance to experiment with comps or work out the trial n error process..He,being the usual bossy elder bro never ever let me touch any of the comp-related stuff or for that matter,anythin..it was always "his" work ground n then if he pities he myt pass it on to me..So yes ma knowledge was alwaz limited to wt ma bro allowed me to do UNTIL he had to move out to hostel wen i was in ma 9th std..Tat was the most borin yet good tyms of ma lyf..though I had to miss all the sibling rivalry n his mere presence at home,I did enjoy d new found freedom to d possible extent..Alryt to cut a long story,ma bro's absence gave me an opportunity to learn "new" things abt d comp or rather the internet..So yes thanks to him...


Okay okay chillax guys...I kno u r fed up..Tis is d last...No worries!!!So yeah last bt not least,I would luv to thanks prithz...prithz is ma very close fren's sis..She's a blogger too n I must say she's jus too good!!!Infact it was she or rather her blog which inspired me to strt bloggin..Her blog come under this "Must check" category...atleast for me!!!I was so turned on by d posts in her blog tat i actually saved her entire blog into ma PDA, so that I could carry her wonderful work till ma bedroom...Very Impressive work full of mixed emotions!!!She myt nt even know wt kinda impact she has created on me..So yes prithz thanks to you..


So yeah der ends ma first post...I have thanked all d ppl I want to n I must say I'm content in some sorta way..Writing does give one some kinda satisfaction...probably I wud never even thank these ppl in reality..It myt nt seem a big deal..Okay I guess I reached ma "highly crazy" mood...Being at work,I tend to..I wanna go home now bt i jus cant...cha!!!So I'll jus stop blabberin more..N yeah wud come up wid a better post next tym!!!


P.S.
1)Yes that "thank you" image goes to all u guys too!!!and it was taken from http://customersrock.files.wordpress.com/2007/04/thank-you.jpg
2)Though tis myt seem totally irrelevant to this post,I jus wanted to say this-U know one of the reason y i chose to write a blog is bcoz I wanna break dis popular myth tat der r certain skills needed to write a blog...for instance ppl think tat only if u have good English language skills,u can write blogs...Trust me,ppl actually tink tat way..So yeah I dn have "great" english skill or any other special "bloggin" skill...yeah probably I have one...I jus wanna voice the way I perceive lyf...Isnt tat enuf guys???